Always Ready

I may not always be fully prepared, but I am always ready for what the day may bring. I didn’t think I could stay away long. Caleb and I went for a 40-mile ride and the last few miles really made our butts tired. I got a picture of an alligator in the wild only ten feet from us. Caleb was going to take his shoes off and walk over, the gator was still young, maybe 4-6 feet (wrestle-able), but when the gator jumped in himself, Caleb changed his mind. The water was deeper than it looked.

There was a little tower available at the end of the dock we were on. The stairs were sturdy, but the rest of the legs were not so tightly secured. I noticed gator eyes watching us and we left to find a snack spot. We enjoyed donuts, apple fritters, and PBJs. We had stopped earlier so I could have orange juice today too. After lunch Caleb noticed a hawk with a fish in his right claw – I got the picture.

An amazing opportunistic photo day considering after the first ten miles I took the camera off my neck. I need a seatbelt pad or to be wearing a sweater for it to be comfortable. And we got lucky that the 50% chance of thunderstorms only left a bit of rain back home while we were away. We took the dogs to the park to continue enjoying the nice weather and Sparky has a newfound love of frisbees; he will dig at the dirt until it comes up and happily bring it back.

For a third of the country it was Superbowl, whatever number, time, but for us it was time for pizza and beer at the house, sans football. Finished some laundry while waiting for the oven to go off. After eating it was hard to keep my eyes open and we went to bed early. When we move I am planning to ride my bike as far west as I can make it before Caleb picks me up with the dogs and we go the rest of the way together.

I am ready for these practice days. I am ready for what long days the future has. We have a semi-plan that has me averaging from 50-85 miles a day. I might not even make it that far; I will be super tired, but also overwhelmed with what I will be accomplishing. I am also ready to move away from the litter box – ashtray that has become our home. We constantly walk on the sand covering the poop logs and are guided down a single path between crap bombs.

I know apartments have weight limits on dogs and now I know another reason; it’s not just so that big dogs have bigger places to live, but so people don’t walk around thinking there are cows hiding somewhere. I now also know why some people have to use grocery bags and both hands. I enjoy using a doggy bag and one hand to pick up after both of my dogs.

I know there is always negative and positive in the world, but I am ready to live near the more positive – they are cleaner, nicer, and more respectable. I realize they are too busy exercising at fancy clubs, drinking expensive beverages, or taking their kids to the beach to be outside of your house letting their animal defecate wherever they please while they smoke up a pile of ashes in your absence.

When searching for apartments I wish Caleb made half as much. We saw a really nice place when we first moved to Florida. It had hardwood floors, full kitchen with bar area, a desk area, ceiling fans and lights in every room, full size washer and dryer, and I could go on, but as our excitement built even though we were twenty miles from base, the lady told us we make way too much.

I’m ready to live in a more understanding and un-profiling America. There is still too much racialism and stereo-typing going on. Some people might think I like these things, but I have just been exposed to them through friends and enemies eyes and I still clearly see them. How can someone who makes less than us live in something better? This gives me no reason to stride forward for a Hollywood mansion when all I have to do is live nicely off other people’s taxes.

I can have a fancy home, a decently used car with fancy rims and an overly loud sound-system in the back. I can have a free cell phone and change my number every time bill collectors call. I can have free daycare for my many children that I should have stopped having. I can play lottery in hopes that I win and then use my foodstamp card (stamps make it too obvious how poor I am supposed to be) to buy chips and soda; because remember that’s all the poor can afford.

Enough ranting for today. I am ready to move on with my day and I wish that one day others will be more willing to improve their lives and in so doing improve the lives of others around them. This world is a beautiful place but it shouldn’t have to be for just a certain few. Where we rode yesterday, there were groups of bikes, runners, people with children and dogs, and some runners in the middle of the road. All the cars and trucks seemed overly happy to give us the space we needed. So much so, that one car almost hit a runner on the other side giving us space on our side.

Only one truck felt it necessary to pass us honking and cussing while we were on the shoulder, not in the road like we had been previously. When their jealousy overcomes them like that they should ask us questions on how we can help, not insult us for helping ourselves. I’ve been meaning to post for about two weeks that we finally got panniers for our bikes, they cost more than we thought. They add some weight at first, but they are waterproof and carry lots. We got ours from bikebagshop.com

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A Farewell Ride to Florida

We rode a 50-mile round trip and got six miles from Villano Beach. On the way out I was appreciating the weather and thinking how yummy the donuts would taste when we stopped for a break. We passed by runners and got passed by cyclists in both directions – one day I will have a bike that allows me to keep up – but will I want to go as fast? We stopped more than usual this time because there were animals just killing to have their picture taken. Caleb noticed a skilled fisherman in the sky with his catch-in-claw and I was just fast enough to get a photo. I was going to attempt to pet an alligator as he lay sunbathing no more than ten feet away, but when he got startled I realized just how deep the water was and thought he might not be alone. Better to just take pictures and move on. We got to see lush green fields with rich houses next to them and huge houses under construction waiting to be the neighbor. We got to see the animals in the sky and water, and people in the street. We felt the breeze in our face and the exhaust in our lungs when an old truck drove by. This is an example of what I expect to encounter with marshes and mosquitoes as I ride west through Florida.

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Creativity Denied

The post you are looking for has been temporarily removed. I am uncertain at this point when it shall return but I look eagerly forward to that moment. Though I can guarantee that even if it does return before the end of February, it is not likely to be available during March and April when I may very well be too busy enjoying myself on plans that I am making now, and with the tasks that must always be handled during a move.

We have to find a path to our destination, then a place to rest. When we get there we need to have a dentist, a veterinarian, a library, a park, a university (hopefully with another library), a grocery store, and hopefully museums and farm-stands and other such things nearby. We have to work around school now, school then, and try to plan a mini-vacation between job transfers.

Not only my busy-ness will try to keep me away, but the fact that most of my life possessions will be put into boxes and bags that will be loaded into boxes and put into the back of a truck until we determine a drop-off date to have them unloaded in our new abode. I’m excited for the adventure ahead and always a little nervous but upon return will have great stories and will again have keyboard access to my pictures and all the unknown joy that I forgot that they bring.

I will miss being here everyday, and I might stop in from time to time, but I haven’t noticed too many likes on my personal drawings. Word paint can not express the time, place, and emotion that my Canon can with some help, sometimes. Oh, and there will be no picture today. A first, and hopefully a last in this instance, but surely a start to many firsts to come.

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Tearful Tease

I was waiting, hopefully, all day for the mail to come and for my USB adapter to be in there. I was going to post a picture of it with the caption, Yay! That is not how today turned out. I received a green adapter with a picture of a mouse on it. I plugged my keyboard into it and then tried it in the mouse and keyboard hole. It will work while in the mouse-hole but that disables my mouse. What a damper this has put on my mood, but not for much longer *fingers crossed.*

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Empty Mailbox

Neighbors, whether 4 feet or 40 miles away, don’t want to live with them and can’t stand to live next to them. At least when they exhibit the behavior mine do. They live loud, smoky, and surrounded by trash – literally bags of it in front of their door. They smoke and throw their ashes and butts all over the stairs and grass in front. They have a dog that pees all over and a cat that poops in my plants.

After reminding the office of this problem I noticed an armadillo, tried to get a picture of it, and then hopped in the car to visit Talidra. Today was picture day and the kids were too overly excited but very nicely dressed. I sat through a fractions lesson while waiting for Talidra to finish a writing test. We enjoyed lunch outside while swatting away bees. The kids were noisy in the hallway and a teacher came out, scolded them, then made them apologize to me for making me look bad.

We went into take pictures and one kid had cried and another kid began to cry; it is obvious in the photo they took as well. I took the class photo with a Canon T2i, 17-85mm, f-4. The photographer had a Canon 5D, 17-40mm, f-1.4. Santa, I want a 1.2. Done with that and I get to help gauge the fourth grade’s ability to read some 200 words. On average they missed about five each.

I went to get in my car excited to get home and check the mail and find my USB to PS2 adapter. One of the substitutes noticed a boy at the other end of the parking lot. Apparently his mom was supposed to pick him up and somehow he had got left by everyone for 20 minutes. I’m sure if I was him I would’ve cried too. I get home and the mailman has just arrived.

I get up the stairs to quiet dogs and no husband. I start to think maybe I forgot he has duty. Lucky him, he got off work early today to go play Frisbee golf. He came home while I was walking the dogs. I checked the mail and what I saw was an empty box. After working on my tiny scrap of a computer for a week I should feel comfortable with it, but I don’t feel the same without my pictures.

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